Angel fish clit kiss

Last night I dreamt that I needed to cross over a large pond and the only way to do that was to step on floating objects, some looked like turtles maybe they were turtles?
But at some point a human size fish came in front of me, she was totally clear like glass, and she had long thin feathery fins that she caressed me with as if leading me to something.  And one of the fins kept tickling my clit and I got more and more aroused and a beautiful sense of bliss came.  But along side that was shame, a feeling that this was wrong to be aroused by an animal and in the presence of the goddess.  Can’t remember clearly the fish may have actually been the goddess or she was taking me over to a large podium with a goddess figure on it.
I woke to the smell of what I thought was incense, a beautiful pure powdery rose smell filling my room.  Normally this would have disturbed me, with memories of waking to the smell of Amma’s rose in my room, but this was different, more pure, not a chemical rose perfume.
This dream is reassuring, for right before bed i had been writing for my writing class, my teacher has been wanting to hear more of my x’s voice, I’ve been dancing around it in my other pieces.  Last night I got closer.  In the moment of writing it felt terrible and brought me back to dark angry days, “why would I want to draw that back to myself?” I questioned.  But the dream feels like it is saying I am being led to a good love filled place. 
I am waiting for a feeling of certainty about posting any of my class writing here. 

Meanwhile a friend of mine, Josephine Adams, has started adding fish to her (what i call) bird goddess paintings.  to see more of her work you can go to  http://www.gfcontemporary.com/works/adams/adams.htm